boy is cracked awake; the day is dead before it starts he whispers filthy lyrics to the beat of broken hearts his bitterness influenced by events that cruelly mock him even as his vapid world is ripped apart. awkwardness evolving into antisocial glares sharpening awareness of the unrequited stares the boy-disguised-as-man finds hidden pain within the paradox of laughter in a life where no one dares. boy turns blue, the caustic hatred choking from within bitterness envelops every hopeless, fleeting whim boy turns up the volume, metaphorically; he mumbles jumbled prayers to a God who doesn't even know it's him. climbing misty staircase to his date with overt fears realizing every urge while fighting stinging tears headlines read, another tragic suicide while boy of bitter blue reminds himself that no one ever held him dear. words that fell so easily, but he could never hear
boy is cracked awake; the day is dead before it starts he whispers filthy lyrics to the beat of broken hearts his bitterness influenced by events that cruelly mock him even as his vapid world is ripped apart. awkwardness evolving into antisocial glares sharpening awareness of the unrequited stares the boy-disguised-as-man finds hidden pain within the paradox of laughter in a life where no one dares. boy turns blue, the caustic hatred choking from within bitterness envelops every hopeless, fleeting whim boy turns up the volume, metaphorically; he mumbles jumbled prayers to a God who doesn't even know it's him. climbing misty staircase to his date with overt fears realizing every urge while fighting stinging tears headlines read, another tragic suicide while boy of bitter blue reminds himself that no one ever held him dear. words that fell so easily, but he could never hear
